Faiz

friendship

2007-09-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hello, today is a boring day. woke up late and went online. Kinda cleaned my house ah today. After buke went studying with khai and ariff. Khai was late so i and ariff went knocking on his door, he was about to bathe hahaha. Ariff disturbed khai when khai bathing. blahhh.. after that studied poa. until donnoe ah around 10 plus. we ended up talking and telling lame jokes. hahaha

I've learnt something valuable. That the only relationship that lasts is friendship, and there's no doubt about it. At this age, let's not talk about love. They are just infatuation. If you have many friends around you, tresure them. Only friendships has a happy ending; in fact, i don't think it even has an ending.

I miss you too much old friend; words just can't describe

move

2007-09-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

"I feel happy when he is happy with her"

"I feel happy when she is happy with him"

BULLSHIT! how can you be happy when someone you love is in love and happy with someone else? The truth just hurts. You can't help it, its not your choice. Make me.

I am bored so just decided to blog. The prelims are going on, im left with a few more papers. Physics was one hell of a paper. blahhhhhh. Going studying tmr. I guess thats it lah.

Where are you? I need you. Hang me*

come close

2007-09-02T17:36:00.000+08:00

Heho, two weeks passed and i didnt update. This week went fine, had teachersday and all.. the concert was not that fun seh, the amps weren't loud enough. there were few stupid peformances that caused two great bands being unable to perform due to stupid time constraints. didnt went to coral primary after that, instead went to tamp and blablabla...
yesterday went with RFEC, played a few great songs. was fun but tiring. hmmm, today is a boring day. and shit lah, even though its the holidays, i cant seem to enjoy it. the exams are soo close. haiy.. -__-" okay DONE. i wanna sleep. byeeeeeeeeeeee =)

i feel like i'm flying whenever i'm with you

PRL

2007-08-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hello, so long seh never update. First of all i would like to say, MY HAIR GREW =) hahahaha. Many things happened when i was 'away'. My comp brokedown and after receiving my mid year results, everything was like strict seh. But when school reopened, i tried to change. I managed to pass 1 maths and 1 poa test. hahaha, got back my o level mother tongue results. I got a b4, i was really expecting a distinction seh but nevermindlah.. i'll be retaking the paper and i will try my best to do the best. hahaha, during the 'away period', it was strange, i heard my bestfriend cry on the fone.. freaky lah, heard my bestfriend's girlfriend cry on the fone. WIERD. hahaha, watched the national day fireworks with my dearest family, aunties and uncles and cousins. Oh my, i forgot to tell, i saw bart simpson's doodles lah sial. hahaha..

Now, we rarely get to hang around together after school. Everyone's busy, khai with dnt and such. The last time i remember was during the mother tongue oral. After that no more. I hope after the o's NFS will spend more time together ahh.

I am searching for the key that will open the door to your heart baby;
I'm falling for you.

abc, 123

2007-06-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

hello, school stars next week and i am so not ready. lalalazy lah. ok bye

conspiracy

2007-06-13T17:34:00.000+08:00

im not believing it this time, it eventually dies in the end; im sure, i already felt it. i just cant let it go, i cant bear to make another suffer. what should i do?

he is still missing her badly, reading or watching her makes him smile to himself, for him this isn't enough, he wants to be closer again to her; i pray for his happiness

*dreadful is what i can say right now

sweet melodies

2007-06-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

he dreamt of her again, this time they were having soo much fun and it was soo wonderful while it lasted; how he wished that dream would last for eternity because he misses her too much that it hurts him inside whenever he thinks of her.

glorious

2007-06-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

hello there, today had school. after school went to eat at KFC. then went home to sleeeeeeep. there's school tomorrow laaaaaaah. today is boring.

he is seeing stars; will she be there with him to count them together?

Oh star

2007-06-04T21:32:00.000+08:00

hello, my results suck. so my mum is angry and bla bla bla. i have school during the holidays, isnt it great? i wanna improve lah sial, else i wont be able to go to poly and take my dream DLTM @ singapore poly. hahaha
weeee.

oh sooo boring i wanna go off bye.

well look who's dying now

2007-05-28T21:37:00.000+08:00

Oh hello. today was mother tongue 'o' level. hahaha. the paper was okaylah. then after that went to sabo haz coz it was his bday ah. hahaha. tepong and egg all over haz and khai. weeeooo. then went to haz's hous to have fun. hahaha ok dah.

he sat diagonally behind her to the right; it seemed like it was a few miles away.

art star

2007-05-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hello, mother tongue sprints lah this monday is 'o' level mother tongue. go school this whole week for mother tongue. fun ah, my ass. hahaha. week's boring ah. Its already TWO months weeeee. twomonthsoflove =) hahaha, crazy ah. snort.

so close yet so far;

what a day

2007-05-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hello, today got back a few papers and like shit siol. lazy ah to talk bout that. yest. went to bugis with haaziq,khai,hilya,aqilah,ras,shikin,nurul and nadia. hahaha they got free haircut and we boys had to wait from 3+ until 6+ until they get their haircut done haha.. we also are getting our free haircut at 29 may. its at tony & guy academy. heeeehor. after skool today went round and round and went to haaziq's house. reached there, khai and haaziq play playstation, ariff was doing his own thing, and i crashed, haha did not notice it until arnd 4+ when they woke me up. hahhaa 'oi! bangonlah kite sume nak balik' hahaha. went home to change and met khai under my block. went to whitesands do do some shit work. haha.. woooweeee..

i wish i could fly ; i'm missing you badly

mother's day

2007-05-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

hello, today is mother's day. exams are over lah woooooo!! hahaha.. had a hell of a time yesterday at sentosa. was fun ah. den took the skyride and it stalled for abt 15 mins. scary bodoh. hahaha. if i fell it'll be right on someone's car. hahaha. eh exams are over.. weeeeeeeeee! but 28 o level mother tongue. shit!

i miss you soo much. if dreams could turn to reality i'd be the happiest person on earth. but now everything's changed. u have her now. it wont be the same. all i can hope is just for you to be happy. gudluck in life okay =)

snort.

sidewalks

2007-05-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

hello, today was science paper 1 & 2. didnt bring my calculator but luckily mdm norul borrowed me hers. THANK YOU. haha. paper 1 was multiple choice so it was okay.. paper 2 was hard ah. but i was very happy because both papers sit beside class 4/9 =) it helps. after skool went to central donnoe do wad den went home. den at home lie down on the bed, close my eyes and then FLY =)

razorblades

2007-05-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

Today was mother tongue paper 2 and it was okay ah.. after that went to lalala den go meet aliah.. she was wif atiqah and i was wif ariff. sooo it was the four of us. we went walking around and around hahaha.. blablabla

marlina saw me again and AGAIN i wasnt able to spot her
hahahhahahaha!
just wait.. the day will come =P

after that send aliah home and then went home to do what??
SLEEP LA =)

exams

2007-05-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

Today was the second day of exams. yest. was english and social studies. eng was okay.. but ss was kinda hard. haha okay. today was maths and geog. maths was okay oso but i think im failing geog. hahaha i didnt study seh haiy... and tmr just go to skool to do a 1 and a half hour mother tongue paper. exams in the hall is soooo sejuk. weeeee.. after skool today went to lepak near hai sing then came along khai. sent aliah home then went back there to lepak. after that went to central buy bubble tea ah. went home after that and sleeeeeeeeeeeeep.
weeeeeeeeeeeeee

I LOVE ALIAH =)

mayday

2007-05-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

slept late last nite just to study and woke up like a superstar.. woooooooooo!! hahahahaha.. its mayday and i went out to study. hahaha went to longjohnsilver weeee. and as its mayday i got to see lots of them. red,blue,white,black,green.. but what caught my eye was a white classic with extra mirrors added and a cute little brit flag. hahaha.. after study went home and then continued to study.

Hello everybody tomorrow is mid-year oh shit! oh no!

p.s studying is fun =)

withering by day

2007-04-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

today was like study non-stop day. hahaha.. kinda boring ah. never go out all den stay at home study. i miss my girlfriend alot. i also miss my ex-bestfriend alot. y is this world getting more and more emotional???? tell me about it. oh yes. im done =)

hello

2007-04-28T14:35:00.000+08:00

here im going to update,
life has been very fun especially wif aliah =) hahaha.. been studying like hell lately so did not have the time for computer. ok done.

gudluck to all taking midyear exams =)

090305-090307

2007-03-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

Its been two years.. yet the memories of you still stay fresh. i still remember the very day we got together. how we did. how we became happy. how it ended. a very memoriable period of time it was. the start of something wonderful that day. how could i forget? 090305. but it didnt end long. yeah. people do change. i thot today would be a happy day for me. but it was otherwise.

Dreams after dreams. i am only able to interact wif u thru it. how i wish i would be made reality. i feel that ive really let you down. soo much that i am to ashamed to look at you. im sorry bestfriend,.... i dont thing that will be the way to adress you now. coz i dont treat you like one. -_-"

the holidays are here. but wif all the remedials and stuff. it just feel like another same week. the assembly today was great. i feel happy to see smiles on their faces. its just like theyre blessed. theyre special. i feel really lucky now. at least. for now.

i donnoe lah. but i really dissapointed you. im sorry.

valentine's such a bore

2007-02-18T21:02:00.000+08:00

Been a while since i updated. was busy and lazy as well.. haha. ok here goes

this week was valentine's day and nothing much for me actually.. was home on that day. kinda boring.. lalala
but was fun coz got to eat loads of chocs =D

i had to wear that bloody short pants on thursday and friday seh.. haha. my legs are exposed!

on friday was the cny celebration. okayla.. haha. chee ke lon tong chang tong chang.. hahahaha
gong xi fa cai too all =D

after school on that day went jamming. wif my short pants godamn it! plays pretty for baby bebeh! haha. was wif ariff,hilya,nurul,nadia and hilya's younger sis. aqilah =) after that went to eat blablabla den went home. hah.

yesterday was sat. went out wif my friends. lalala.. shit talk. k done.

bang bang

'aku nak main kebebasan cam dorang' - Ariff*

hate

2007-02-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

Everything seems to be happening so fast . hah. even before something ends , there are others coming.shitness. thanks to all of you for many things that all of you had done for me. making me feel this way. i'm trying but its just that i have this side of me that is pulling me away from reality.far away.very far away. far from here. then again. i'm not gonna go anywhere. for whatever it is i'm fcking appreciating it. every single part of it. but why? asking myself. i guess its just not me. not who i used to be. i wonder why all of this in a sudden. to much to ask for? blame that on those who dont care.

Where's the warmness? i think its time i start treasuring what i have and not try to gain anymore. the more i try. the more i hate. hatred. i sound so ridiculous but in fact. i really do. why? again, try asking those who dont care. maybe they'll know. maybe they'll tell. its just too much. really, too much.

we're fighting with the ones we've loved; where have i done you wrong??

reinventing time

2007-02-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

today is okay..
hmm.. sat 4 my english test and my maths test..
both okay ah..
afte skool went to central then headed straight home..
at nite went to white sands to buy my brother's stuff
den reached home to call khai.. he said he is at central so
got changed and went there as i was bored at home..
when home abt 9.40.. nth interesthing ah
really..

tmr social studies test.. wanna go study.. ok bye.

the happines was just beggining.. and its going to end that fast....
life sucks.. where are u my bestfriend?? will we ever talk again??
i wonder..........